mantou

fishball

tomato crab

hor fun

penang wantan mee

dun like "nai yao"

vegetable

spegetti

fried fishball

Sh!t!

30 December 2010

Now is morning.

As usual, once I open my eye fully, i check my phone for your messages.

It was kinda happy that seeing your name appear on my new message and 1 miss call.

But it was too late.

I SLEPT, emo-ly.

Sometimes,

You make me not understand you.

We can chat like a couple, but you said that we are just friend.

You give me the feeling of love from you, but you do not want to meet me.

You wont go out with me...

Actually, I do not really mind about that.

Cause, I know that, I love you and not I am the one who being loved.

But,

The timing you want me to call you, sometimes you make me felt like I am a failed "boyfriend".

Or should i say, "friend"?

I want to be your "perfect lover"

I want to be at your side when you need a shoulder

I want to be with you when you felt lonely

I want to be with you when you facing problems

I want to be your faithful "listener"

I want you to happy always.

And , I will do what I can do just for you.

Cause, I LOVE YOU, Y.H.

Maybe the timing will be better?

But I am not superman or a hero, just a normal person.

I can not be with you all the time and protecting you.

Like I said, I will do whatever I can.

Just for you

Something that you might not know of me

29 December 2010

I do not know what I did was right or not.

I try to fulfill your wish, try my best to help you, make you happy and so...

This few days, I felt very happy.

Cause,

I have my "expected" life, and have a call with you in a phone at night.

Do you know that I really like to hear your voice?

Especially when you are naughty and playing with me, making fun about me and so..

Now, my feeling toward you is "LOVE" already.

Maybe it still not a matured "love" but, I try to give what can I give now.

I do not give you any promise lately. Did you notice it?

I wanted to be a "mature man" that you can really rely on.

You know, i love you.

Yeah.

I told you before.

We maintain as a friend until my economy is stable, until I can really give you a life.

BUT,

I am still loving you, with the name of "friend"

You know that how much I want to hug you?

You know that how much I missed you?

You know that how much I need your comfort?

You do not know right?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Of cause you do not know. I did not tell you also.

But one thing I very sure of, is that, you know that I love you.

Do you know that you hurt me VERY VERY much, when you getting close to other boys?

Yeah,

I do not have the right to "control" you who you are going to close with.

Because I am just a normal friend to you.

If you are lonely, I will be with you, if you do not mind.

But if you are in love or couple with another boy, I will resign myself from your world.

I will respect your decision. But my tears does not.

They ran out from my eye and protest.

And you do not see it ^^

Cause you are just my "phone-pal" that I put too much feeling on.

I LOVE YOU, "Y.H"